Fcuk ! T_T

From outside it looks like I'm Fine , even though ramai yg tinggalkan Ndh . But inside, only God knows what i felt. My heart is shattered. I don't know what to say anymore. I'm speechless. It's like a BIG slap in the face. I always cries alone in my room. No one knows what I've been through these days. Besides from ramai yg tinggalkan Ndh, tiap2 mlm abah marah Ndh pasal Theater that I joined ni. I'm tired of all these freaking things . Oh God :'(